On Saturday I had my first ever Reiki healing and womb meditation session with Emma. I went in open minded but guarded.

We began with Emma explaining how the session was going to go and from there we started with breathing and then onto Reiki. As I laid there focusing on my breaths my tummy felt tight with every inhalation. Emma started at my head and as she got to my chest I could feel my emotions start crashing like waves. I wanted to cry but my guard stopped me. She made her way to my sacral chakra and slowly but surely I could feel things shifting. Tears were slowly streaming down my cheeks.

Once we finished the Reiki we proceeded with the Womb meditation. I had done simple guided meditations on spotify before but nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to experience.

Emma brought my focus back to my breathing. I felt lighter but still restricted. As Emma began guiding me I started to envision myself in the words she was saying. Every description I saw it. Whether it be walking along a windy path I was doing it. It was completely tangible.

During the meditation I was guided by a spirit guide to a Jade temple. There was a point during this where emotionally I could feel myself let go and release some of tension within my womb. When this happened it appeared as though there was Jade radiating from below me and pushing its way through my womb. Almost like a beam of greenlight shooting from my stomach and taking all of the tension, pain, stiffness, hostility and negativity with it. My lower stomach felt like it was being held by a pair of hands and then all of a sudden it was soft. I felt free. Unchained.

By this point I was very emotional and allowed myself to surrender to it. At first they were tears of hurt, desperation and heartache and they were rushing down my face. Then all of a sudden the tears were still there but so was a smile. I felt happy. I felt relieved. My heart had softened and after years of anguish I finally felt content.

For almost 8 years I had been on a lonely and unending fertility journey resulting in constant disappointment. This much time spent housing all of the negative thoughts and trauma had consumed my entire being. For the first time in 8 years I felt like I was exactly where I needed to be. I felt content and full. I am unbound and I am grateful. What I experienced allowed me to let go of all of the things holding me back from just being. But I don’t feel negative thoughts to how I was feeling anymore instead I feel positive about where I am going from here. I feel present and I feel whole.

After the session Emma stood with me and asked me if it would be ok for her to share some things that came through to her. 1 that really resonated with me is that she sees a spirit guide of mine which is a little boy. She wants me to know that he walks beside me all the time. The thing is when I was experiencing my walk to the Jade temple guided by my spirit guide the guide I envisioned was a little boy. Emma had no idea of this during or after my meditation until she told me what she knew.

I can’t put into words how this entire experience has impacted me but what I can suggest is when you are ready or even if you feel like you don’t know please reach out to Emma. Everyone needs to experience what I have in their own way for their own journey.

I have a profound sense of gratitude for what Emma helped me to accomplish. I feel empowered, proud, happy, encouraged, loved, enlightened, reconnected to my mind, body and soul. I feel able and I feel privileged.

 

Thank you so much Emma                                                                                                                                                       -Testimony from Harmony B
22.11.2020